Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Cinta yang Mencintai

1.Org yg mencintai kamu x pernah mampu memberikan alasan kenapa dia mencintai kamu. Yg dia tahu di hati & matanya hanya ada kamu satu-satunya.

2.Wlaupun kamu dah memiliki teman istimewa atau kekasih, dia x peduli! Bgnya yg pnting kamu bahagia & kamu ttp mnjadi impiannya.

3.Org yg mncintai kamu sllu mnerima kamu apa adanya, di hati & matanya kamu sllu yg trcantik walaupun mungkin kamu merasa brt bdn kamu sudah brtambah.

4.Org yg mncintai kamu sllu ingin tahu ttg apa sj yg kamu lalui sepanjang hari ini, dia ingin tahu kegiatan kamu.

5.Orang yg mncintai kamu akn mngirimkn SMS spt 'selamat pagi','selamat hari minggu', 'selamat tidur', 'take care', & lain-lain lg, walaupun kamu x mmbalas SMS-nya, krna dgn kiriman SMS itu lah dia mnytakan cintanya, dlm cara yg berbeza, bkn hanya "aku CINTA padamu", tp brselindung dengan ayat2 selain kata cinta itu.

6.Jika kamu mnymbut hari ulang tahun & kamu x mngundangnya ke majlis yg kamu adakan, setidak-tidaknya dia akn menelefon untk mngucapkan selamat atau mngirim SMS.

7.Org yg mncintai kamu akn sllu mngingat setiap kejadian yg dia lalui brsama kamu, bahkan mgkn kejadian yg kamu sendiri sdh melupakannya, krna saat itu ialah sstu yg brharga untknya & saat itu, matanya pasti brkaca kerana saat brsamamu itu x brulang sllu.

8.Org yg mncintai kamu sllu mngingati setiap kata2 yg kamu ucapkn, bahkan mgkn kata2 yg kamu sndri lupa pernah mengungkapkannya. krna dia menyematkan kata2 mu di hatinya, berapa byk kata2 penuh harapan yg kau tuturkn pdnya, & akhirnya kau musnahkan? pasti kau lupa, ttp bukan org yg mncintai kamu.

9.Org yg mncintai kamu akn bljar mnggemari lagu2 kegemaran kamu, bahkan mgkn mminjam CD milik kamu, krn dia ingin tahu apa kgemaran kamu - kesukaan kamu kesukaannya juga, wlupn sukar mminati kesukaan kamu, tp akhirnya dia brjaya.

10.Kalau kali terakhir kalian brtemu kamu mgkn sdg sakit, selesema, atau batuk2, dia akan sntsa mngirim SMS atau menelefon untk brtanya keadaan kamu -krna dia bmbangkn ttg kamu, peduli ttg kamu.

11.Jk kamu mngatakn akn mnghadpi ujian atau hari2 penting, dia akn mnanyakn bila ujian itu brlangsung, & saat hariya tiba dia akan mngirimkan SMS 'good luck' utk memberi semangat kepada kamu.

12.Org yg mncintai kamu akn mmberikn suatu brg miliknya yg mgkn buat kamu itu ialah sstu yg biasa, ttp bagiya brg itu sgt istimewa.

13.Org yg mncintai kamu akan trdiam sesaat, ktka sdg brcakap di telefon dgn kamu, sehingga kamu mnjadi bingung. Sbnrnya saat itu dia merasa sgt gugup krna kamu tlh mnggegarkn dunianya.

14.Org yg mncintai kamu sllu ingin brada di dekat kamu & ingin mnghabiskn hari2nya hnya dgn kamu.

15.Jk suatu saat kamu hrus pindah ke daerah lain, dia akan sntsa mmberikan nsht agar kamu waspada dgn prsekitarn yg blh mmbawa pengaruh buruk kpd kamu & jauh dihatiya dia benar2 takut kehilangan kamu, pernah dgr 'jauh dimata, jauh dihati?'

16.Org yg mncintai kamu brtindak lbh spt saudara drpd spti sorg kekasih.

17.Org yg mncintai kamu sering melakukn hal2 yg SENGAL spti mnelefon kamu 100 kali dlm masa shari. Atau mngejutkan kamu di tengah malam dgn mngirim SMS. Sbnarnya ketika itu dia sdg mmikirkn kamu.

18.Org yg mncintai kamu kdg-kdg mrindukn kamu & mlakukn hal-hal yg mmbuat kamu pening kepala. Namun ketika kamu mngatakan tindakannya itu mmbuat kamu trganggu dia akan minta maaf & tak akan mlakuknnya lg.

19.Jika kamu mmintanya utk mngajarimu sst maka ia akn mngajarimu dgn sabar walaupun kamu mgkn prnh mengelak dr mnunaikn prmintaan kamu walau sesukar mana prmintaan mu.

20.Kalau kamu melihat handphone-nya maka nama kamu akn mnghiasi sbhgian besar INBOX-nya. Dia msh mnyimpan SMS-SMS dr kamu walaupun ia kamu kirim brbulan2 atau brthn2 yg lalu. Dia jg mnyimpan surat2 kamu di tmpt khas & segala pmberian kamu mnjadi benda2 brharga buatnya.

21.Dn jk kamu cuba mnjauhkn dr drpdnya atau mmberi reaksi mnolaknya, dia akan mnyedariya & mnghilang dr kehidupn kamu, wlupn hal itu mmbunuh hatinya kerana dia betul2 menghormati permintaan kamu...

22.Jk suatu saat kamu mrindukannya & ingin mmberinya kesempatan dia akan ada menunggu kamu krna sbenrnya dia x prnah mncari org lain. Dia sntsa mnunggu kamu.

23.Org yg begitu mncintaimu, x prnh memaksa kamu mmberiya sbb & alsn, wlupn hatinya mronta ingin mngetahui, krna dia x mahu kamu trbeban dgn karenahnya. Saat kau pinta dia brlalu, dia pergi tnpa mnyalahkn kamu, krna dia benar2 mengerti apa itu cinta.

(Pernah adakah orang yang berbuat seperti di atas kepada kamu? Jika ada, jangan pernah mensia-siakan orang tersebut... kamu akan menyesal melakukannya! )


eIzA Kamarul
1.46 a.m

Monday, February 23, 2009

Not-So-Early-Today

hEy hOo!
hari nie bodo gila kot. . .
such a stupid way to start a day. .

i have class at 8 in the morn.
no surprise about it.
but then i thought it was DRC class apparently it's IT in INFO AGENCY class.
grrr~
thought it was ok to come a bit late since it's DRC class and my DRC's lecturer is not that punctual.
so i took my own sweet time on getting ready for class.

can u imagine how late i am?
i woke up at 7.45 a.m
and ready for class at 8 a.m.
it is fine if im at my own room since its friggin near to class. . .
gosh!
so at 8.15 a.m i FINALLY arrived at class
and guess what??

I, Hamizah binti Kamarul husni has t sit at the back of the class for the FUCKING first time!
"Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" (Glad to learn this tagline *wink*)

owh yea!
the best part is, i accidently bring my DRC's manual instead of IT in INFO AGENCY's manual and my lecturer didn't preview his slide for today's learning.
i have to sit at the back of the class with no manual at all. . .
OBVIOUSLY im FUCKING lost!!

so. . .
i started to snap a few pictures to show how EXCITED i am sitting at the back of the class!
Enjoy. . . ^_^


Nur Ain Binti Ithnin <-- she's proud to be late too =)




A Picturesque view from the back I




A Picturesque view from the back II





Mohammad thinks he gets the light from HEAVEN! ahahaha wut-so-ever mat!




The three musketeers that sits next to me


owh! owh!
before i forgot,
my lecturer's today has said a few funny things while explaining on what is the charecteristic of a good automated serials system. . .

* allow for checking in and claiming of "MISHING" issue
the moment when he pronunce missing as MISHING, i laugh my FUCKING as off man. . .
hahahahaha. . . im bad. . . I know i am.

then when he try to explain on how they actualy get their serials collection such as magazines and stuff, he said that we hae to order those materials from the vendors and not just simply pegi bandor beli banyak2 majalah lepas tu cakap, "okay, berapa semua tokey"
wakakakaka. . .
he made every single person in that class laugh like shit man. . .

love you En Razak!! ^_^

thats all for now!
will be posting soon before long. . .
^_^


eIzA Kamarul
15.13 p.m

Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!

Hey HOo!
ahahaha today's post is actually what do people actually thinks about me.
macam agak sedih la cause people always think of me as someone yang kecil n immature to do something that is big or something that only grow up people do.

it's started out with a story where my firend's bf, who is actually having fun playing video games and he don't actually understand english. So when my friend asked him whether he actually understands what's its all about and all he could say is "Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!"

so that's how it start.
they started to use his tagline which is "Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Fuck!" over and over again.
i find it rude at first but then, having them saying it again and again makes it fun and makes me wanna say it as well.

so when we're at "dining" to grab our lunch today, i kinda use those tagline after something happened and they were looking at me with shocked as if i've done a big mistakes. i thought i'am big enough to say or do whatever i want, apparently im not.

we'll if they think that it is wrong to say it then why do they actually say it over and over again?
hurm. . .
what more can i say. . .
im juniors and they're not!

just hope that for once, people will stop UNDERESTIMATE me and started to think that im actually capable in doing every single FUCKING thing that anyone else can do and im not a little girl that they can messed around with.
i might be young in age but that doesn't make me a non conversant person.

well,
im not pissed with them but just curious why do people always treat me like im just a kid who don't actually know how to take care of my own self.


eIzA Kamarul
2.43 a.m

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Blog

hurm. .
what exactly m i supposed to post at my blog??
im tired of thinking on what m i goin to post and stuff.

btw,
here i am trying to study En Razak's paper for this coming tuesday.
but hell, yeah! i cant study at all since my beloved brother told me to chill since it's only sunday. .

ahaha. .
for the first time i actually listen to him!
jahat btol! benda jahat mmg ikot. ape punya manusia la. .

well, i have to update my Society's blog but then, i dont really know how to make it interesting. im not the kind of person who actually know how to express their feelings in textual form. . .

owh! owh!
here's my Society's url, IM Society
feel free to browse and follow this blog yea!

since i've got nothing else to say,
i'd better go now n try to study some more!
Go eIzA! Go! Go! Go!
ROFLMAO. . .


eIzA Kamarul ^_^
5.06 a.m

Bored to Death. . .

DO YOU LIKE BONBONS?
nope

FAVORITE VIDEO GAME?
sudoku?

WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO NOW?
Kucing hitam-bittersweet

IF YOU COULD BE ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW WHERE WOULD YOU BE?
I am where i wanna be. *loved*

NAME 3 CELEBS YOU FIND ATTRACTIVE?
1. Britney Spears
2. Britney Spears
3. Britney Spears

EVER KISSED/SLEPT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
Hell Yeah!

WHAT SONG DO YOU LISTEN TO WHEN YOUR ANGRY?
It depends on who I'm angry with

WHAT DO YOU LISTEN TO WHEN UPSET?
Refer previous answer

HOW CAN SOMEONE TELL YOU'RE STRESSED?
Urm. . they can't. they have to be a SPY if they wanna know me better

WHAT IS YOUR JOB?
Fulltime PORNstar! *angel*

IS IT IDEAL?
Absolutely!

WHATS YOUR DREAM JOB?
An Awesome Performer but that wouldnt happen. *sigh*

IF YOU COULD LOOK LIKE SOMEONE, WHO WOULD IT BE?
Well, no one. I love myself just the way it is.

IF YOU HAD 10 THOUSAND DOLLARS TO SPEND ON YOURSELF WHAT WOULD YOU BUY?
Why bother? i'll spend when i ACTUALLY have it

DO YOU LIKE WRESTLING?
BIG no!

EVER SEEN A DEAD BODY?
Yeah!

WOULD YOU DO JIM CAREY?JESSICA ALBA OR JESSICA SIMPSON?
NONE of them

HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR TOP FRIENDS LIST DO YOU THINK ARE GOOD LOOKING?
All of them cause their MINE!!

HOW MANY PEOPLE IN YOUR TOP FRIENDS LIST HAVE YOU MET IN REAL LIFE?
All of it??

HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU SPOKE OR TXT ON THE PHONE?
Dont KNow, Dont Care

WOULD YOU MIND STEP KIDS?
Sure, Why not

WOULD YOU DRINK A PINT OF TOILET WATER FOR 1 THOUSAND DOLLARS?
NOPE! not that desperate for money

DO YOU LIKE BIG BUTTS?
Only if their mine

ARE YOUR NIPPLES SENSATIVE?
Why do you care??

DO U LIKE RED WINE?
You think??

ARE YOU STRONG?
Yerps! I ammmm StrooonGG. . =)

WHAT DO YOU SMELL OF TODAY?
Good. .

WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TODAY?
Sleep, playing games, eat, play some more, eat again, studying n here I am doing this stupid survey

WHAT HAVE YOU ATE TODAY?
Peanut butter sandwich and Chicken Chop

HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE ON YOU NOW?
< RM50 *grrr*

DO YOU KNOW ANYONE IN JAIL?
Nope

Friday, February 6, 2009

Shut Up and Let Me Go

Shut up and let me go
This hurts, I tell you so
For the last time you will kiss my lips
Now Shut up and let me go
Your jeans were once so clean
I bet you changed your wardrobe since we met

Now oh so easily your over me
Gone is love
It's you that ought to be holding me
I'm not containable
This turns up
it's not sustainable

I aint freakin'I aint Fakin' this
I aint freakin’I anit Fakin' this
I anit freakin'I aint Fakin' this

Shut up and let me go
Hey!

Shut up and let me go
This hurts, but I can't show
for the last time you had me in bed
Now Shut up and let me go!
For fear of leaving in regret
I changed this one when we first met

Now oh so easily your over me
Gone is love
It's me that ought to be moving on
You're not adorable
I was something unignorable.

I ait freakin'I aint Fakin' this
I aint freakin’I anit Fakin' this
I anit freakin'I aint Fakin' this
Shut up and let me go
Hey!

Oh love, hold this.
heyShut up and let me go
This hurts, I told you so
For the last time you will kiss my lips
Now Shut up and let me go
Hey!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

LOVE. . .

What is LOVE??
hurm. .

some people find love interesting. .
some find it sweet. .
and some find it weird. .

well,


how do I find love??


I think, love should be something that we treasured so much that we can never say no too. Im the kind of girl that you can say old-fashioned since I sort of expect to be in love in the romantic kind of way. .


thinking about the love of my life is really killing me!
and it is exactly not the kind of love that I've ever imagined.

it really sucks having someone that you love, when they actually dont really love you the way you've always imagined it to be.


here I am, staying with the person that I love the most!
the person who I thought could be my everything,
the person who should be the one who always be there for me,
the person who can be the one to catch all my tears,
the person who can chare my laughters,
the person who can support me all the way,
and most of all,
the person who I thought would at least try to understand how I feel about things that happended in my sorroundings.

I just really hope that this relationship will last forever eventhough I know exactly that it is IMPOSSIBLE to last forever. . .

what am I supposed to do when it's over?

should I cry or scream out loud?
or should i just ignore the pain that i felt inside?

whatever it is,
I just wanna say thank you so very much for my LIFE PARTNER for loving me the way I am eventhough I'm not the kindda of girl that you've always wanted and for trying your very best in understanding my crazy mood - swings.



from the bottom of my heart,
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DEAR!
Please dont ever leave. . .